So here it is...my second Christmas without my Mother. Last year I really don't remember Christmas or the months that lead up to it but I do remember New Years. I remember telling myself that I would survive this loss, that 2010 would be a better year and that my mom would want me to be living MY moments not just being there for them.
So that is what I did. I lived every moment of 2010 with a purpose. I made it count. Don't get me wrong, there were many days of tears and missing her but I allowed myself those moments and knew that by having them I would be better off.
I am excited for what 2011 has in store. The new adventures and the trying times that will make up another 365 days of MY moments.
I will keep the faith and know that mom will be there sharing every moment with me in her own special way.
Thank you for sharing your moments, and for making some of mine a lot of fun! Many blessings to you in the coming year Betsy.
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